Anonymous asked: i know how you feel. ive been w/ my bf for 8 months and i cant imagine a life w/o him anymore. im only 19 but when i think about us ever breaking up , i feel sick to my stomach. he is the sweetest and most unselfish person. i dont even deserve him, cause i am exactly the opposite, i am so stubborn and always have to get what i want. but i know he loves me. still i am so insecure and i constantly fear that he'll lose interest in me. and it is the worst feeling. why cant i enjoy what i have??

omg yes I feel the same way, like what if he falls out in love with me or if he meets someone better, like someone who is more demonstrative and loving. I don’t even know. It’s awful to feel like you’re not worth being loved or taken care of. I think what we should do is to change our minds just a little bit and start believing that we are worth it and that what they say is actually true. By the time we do that, we’re also opening up and giving everything to the other person, which means that we are 100% vulnerable and we can get deeply hurt. But I guess that’s a risk we have to take in order to be happy and secure about the whole relationship thing. I work on it every single day and I try to change those little things that prevent me to show him how I really feel, like how much I love him and how bad I want him in my life. 
I really hope you can take all those bad thoughts out of your head just as bad as I want to take them out of mine.
xo